Can someone give me 2 paragraphs with mean, big words for this type of jerk?

So it was June,9,2011 the last day of school, because our school was closing down. So, on that day, the sixth and seventh graders went to the park. At the park he (my former best friend Alex Townsend) was feeling lonely and, "emo", as he said to me. He got away from everyone, and went by a bench far away from the park. I went over there to ask him what was wrong. Well, he said "my girlfriend broke up with me, because she had to move to Kentucky." Then, a acquaintance of mine, came over and heard the news too. Well we started talking about things worse than his situation to cheer him up, and it worked. Then it was time to go back to the school for our FINAL dismissal. We all went to our lockers and cleared everything, and I gave out FINAL hugs to the girls and hand shakes to the boys, and a hand shake especially to my best friend. When I got home, I remembered we can still keep in touch. I added him on Facebook two days before. Before I left school, in one of the cles they were giving away free thinks, i got a binder, backpack, etc. I noticed him listening to music and when he tried to take his cd out his c-d player the c-d fell out and I picked it up for him, and to my luck as a gift to remember me by I saw a c-d case in one of the boxes when they were giving stuff away. So, I took the liberty, to pick it up and give it to him, easy, and he accepted it. Went home and boring boring boring. I got on Facebook and started talking to him. It was ok at first then he started saying were not friends anymore. I can't forget that because I kinda have COD (compulsive obsessive disorder) and I am making a website, so i need big, unambiguous, words in a paragraph (no curse words) to show how angry i feel , as if someone just took your most valued item!!! Also, he will see the website so make it like i am talking to him directly. Also to make more of an understanding, he blocked me on Facebook!!!!! Cut the short talk about shrinks, and getting me help because i don't care and give me paragraph describing how angry, how full of despise, and how full of aversion I am. I need your help because there are smart people and good people on yahoo.com who helps people and I need that help (only the paragraph not the doctor type of help) and please take the time to do this, i appreciated. Thank you for every thing!!!